Jackie's horoscopes for January 2025 & 2025 Summary

 

ARIES Mar 21 to April 19

 The month begins with delays are in your favor.  You are on the right path and the help that you need is on the way.  Expect good luck in abundance.  Mid month there is a caution for you to slow down. Also you may find yourself digging for your patience.  A small wish will be granted by the month's end.  Another Aries may play a role in your life this month.

2025

There are many, many, people around you in 2025.  There will be several endings all leading up to new beginnings.   Relax, as there will be a lesson well learned, however this leads to new money coming in. Your high drive for success will pay off.  You get what you want but in a form you are not expecting. 

TAURUS April 20 to May 20

The month begins with a new emotional path.  Expect more then one epiphany this month. There will be a disappointment that will turn into a blessing in disguise.  Relax and take some down time.  Continue to move forward.  There will be a lot of scattered energy around you, however everything indicates that you are on the right path.  A Libra may play a role in your life this month.

2025

You will spend a lot of time working on yourself in 2025.  Continue to move forward and stop procrastinating especially on anything regarding your self esteem.  You will reconnect with several from your past. Your drive for success is higher then normal.  Be open minded in matters of the heart, it will be someone that is not your usual type.

GEMINI May 21 to June 20

The month begins with  high energy and you on the right path.  earned that you are spending too much of your time trying to force issues or control the outcome.  Be warned of being used by someone mid month.  Continue to move forward as you will have a small wish granted.  You will get what you want but at the month's end.  A Scorpio may play a role in your life this month.

2025

There will be one delay after the other throughout the year so get used to it.  When changes occur they will be sudden and quick. There will be new money coming in and you will expand your social circle.  Overall there will be small wishes granted and a disappointment will turn into a blessing in disguise.

CANCER June 21 to July 22

 The month begins with you having to dig for your patience.  Reuniting with someone from your past may have something to do with this. Stop beating yourself up over past decisions. A disappointment mid month will be a blessing in disguise.  Continue to move forward with some plans that you had put off.  A Capricorn and a Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

2025

Expect a new emotional path as secrets are revealed.  Remember that delays are in your favor.  There will be new money coming in.  Be warned of being used by someone.  Take some time out to work on yourself and remain positive. There will be more then one trip our of state.

LEO July 23 to August 22

 The month begins with a lot of scattered energy surrounding you.  There is also an overall caution to slow down for you.  What you have been manifesting since last spring will come into play this month.  Expect new opportunities and new beginnings.  Get ready for a fast pace and be warned that you will need to dig for your patience. You will get what you want but not in the form you are expecting.  A Scorpio may play a role in your life this month.

2025

The year begins with fear and worries leaving. Expect a new beginning. For some the signing of a legal document is pertaining to a large lease and/or purchase.  Expect and ending mid month.  Get ready for a fast pace and you will have to dig for your patience. This year will be about getting things under control. 

VIRGO (August 23 – Sept. 22)

 The month begins with good news arriving and you will be ready to celebrate.  Delays are in your favor.  A disappointment will turn into a blessing in disguise.  Take the time to work on yourself.  A small wish will be granted.  You may also make plans for spring.  The signing of a legal document will bring in new opportunities at the month's end. A Cancer may play a role in your life this month.

2025

There will be more then one wish granted.  Expect a new emotional path. There will be many major changes for you this year.  Your drive for success is high.  You will get what you want in regards to your career.  You will also take steps to work on your self esteem.  Expect endings that will be followed by new beginnings.

LIBRA (Sept 23 – Oct 22)

The month begins with a fear and worries leaving.  There will be a small wish granted.  You may plan to attend a live music venue.  Someone close to you  will come in for an unexpected offer of assistance. Get ready for a fast pace and good news arrives at the month's end. A Capricorn may play a role in your life this month.

2025

Continue to manifest as you are taking back your power. Someone close to you will offer their assistance.  You will sign more then one legal document this year. Overall you can expect good luck in abundance. You have a high drive for success and the help that you need will show up.

SCORPIO (Oct 23 – Nov.21)

  The month begins with you getting ready for a fast pace.  Expect an ending that will be followed by a new beginning.  Remain positive as you fall into a new routine.  Be warned of your temper as you take back your power.  You will get what you want but it will be in a form that you are not expecting.  An Aquarius and a Capricorn may play a role in your life this month.

2025

The help that you need will arrive at various times.  There is new money on the way.  Relax and take some down time as new opportunities will approach you.  Keep your focus on your goals because they are within reach. There will be more then one wish fulfilled throughout the year.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov 22 – Dec 21)

The month begins with an unplanned outing.  There is a lot of scattered energy around you.  Good news will arrive and you will be ready to celebrate.  Delays are in your favor.  Remain positive and expect sudden changes.  You could plan to visit a live music venue.  Your drive for success is high and this will cause you to dig for your patience.  A Cancer and an Aquarius may play a role in your life this month.

2025

This will be a year of getting things under control.  You will get what you want but in a form you're not expecting.  Continue to move forward as new opportunities  will be presented. Get ready for a fast pace.  You will have to find the perfect balance between love and your career.  Dig for your patience.

CAPRICORN (Dec 22-Jan 19)

The month begins with someone close to you offering their assistance.  There will also be intensity in matters of the heart this month.  Good news arrives mid month and you will be ready to celebrate. Expect to reunite with someone from your past.  Watch you anger at the month's end as someone is taking advantage of you.  A Scorpio may play a role in your life this month.

2025

New doors will open for you but there is a caution for you to slow down.  There will be several endings followed by new beginnings. Remain positive and remember you are in process of taking your power back.  The focus needs to be on you throughout the year.

AQUARIUS (Jan 20 – Feb 18)

Your month begins with new opportunities.  Expect total victory this month.  It is time to make decisions so you can get things under control. There will be new money coming in mid month.  Everything you want is within reach.  An ending will lead to a new beginning. There will be a good business deal at the end of the month.  Another Aquarius will play a role in your life this month.

2025

There will be new money coming in so make sure no one is using you for it. You will take steps that involve working on yourself.  Delays are in your favor, particularly involving travel plans. Expect several new opportunities and sudden changes.  All leading up to a new beginning.

PISCES (Feb 19 – Mar 20)

Your month begins with the help that you need will arrive.  A small wish will be granted.  There is an intensity with matters of the heart.  Be warned there is a caution to slow down.  Someone close to you will offer their assistance.  It is a month of taking back your power, but watch your temper.  An Aries and a Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

2025

You will reunite with several people from your past.  Continue to manifest what you want as you have several new beginnings. You will get what you want, expect good luck in abundance.  New doors will open for you.  You can expect a large purchase and the signing of a legal document.

Blog Time....

 Hello everyone, 

I hope this finds that you are all well and starting to get ready for the holidays.  Again, I cannot work in a committment of a monthly blog, but I will jump on here and update you from time to time.

First, thank you for the compliments on the new website!  I acutally love it myself!  I am listening when you are requesting for me to bring the paypal buttons back.  This is something that is being looked at as well as the QR codes.  In regards to the weekly forecast, that is a monthly subscription that DOES require a paypal button.  For now, and just for that subscription, it has been included on the HOW TO PAY page of the website.

You will now find a few AI videos on my website.  Your horoscopes page will carry a monthly AI video.  While the homepage has a weekly AI that posts on Mondays as well as a weekend AI that posts on the weekends.  This is just a briefing that I create to let you know what is coming up as a collective.

October was a big month for me.  I was able to assist another paranormal team with an investigation and I bought back the psychic parties at the local level. Including one in November, so I have not had a whole lot of down time.  This was in addition to the weekly bible study (Which is now finished for the year.). The first of the year, we will be diving into the hidden books of the bible.  If this interests you, just let me know.

I volunteered to campaign fot TrumpForce47 and had a blast! And of course, I took that to another level to be a TrumpForce Captain.  The people, events, rallys etc.  I was busy, but it was worth it.  I certainly did meet some amazing people along the way, and of course, I'm not done yet.

Most of you know I am that die hard conspiracy theroist and can say it is nice to see so very much come out in the month of October.  Will you be ready to hear it all?  Probably not, but remain united! It will all work out in the end!

Meanwhile, I have been busy clearing out old energy and stuff around the house.  This has been a bigger project than I had anticipated.  In addition to my Reiki I have taken on Yoga and loving every minute of it.  Especially using them together.  

I am always working on something and trying to wrap some things up during the winter months. Of course I have began something new as well.  You know me, I like my plate FULL. 

At this rate, I doubt if I will make it back over here anytime soon.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU ALL!

Until next time....

Jackie

Jackie's Horoscopes for November 2024

 

ARIES Mar 21 to April 19

 The month begins with a new emotional path.  Expect total victory and a new beginnings.  Remain positive as things will happen that you did not see coming. A small wish will be granted and believe it or not, you will get things under control.  Move forward and stop procrastinating.  Secrets will be revealed. Another Aries, Gemini and Capricorn may play a role in your life this month.

TAURUS April 20 to May 20

The month begins with you addressing some low self-esteem issues.  Remain positive as a good business deal will be presented to you.  It is time to make decisions that you have been putting off.   There will be a lot of scattered energy surrounding your this month.  Be warned of your temper getting the best of you.  Relax and take some down time.  An Aquarius may play a role in your life this month.

GEMINI May 21 to June 20

The month begins with delays.  This may frustrate you but they are in your favor. Expect to take your power back and new opportunities will be presented.  Lyrics in a song will deliver a powerful message.  Good news will arrive and this will be followed with a celebration.  You will get things under control at the month's end.  A Pisces may play a role in your life this month.

CANCER June 21 to July 22

 The month begins with a quick glimpse of your temper.  Ironically, this will lead to getting what you want.  Relax and take some down time as there is new money coming in.  Scattered energy surrounds you.  You will get what you want but it will come in a form that you are not expecting.  There will be a lesson well learned.  An Aries, Taurus and Pisces may play a role in your life this month.

LEO July 23 to August 22

 The month begins with a disappointment that will turn into a blessing in disguise.  Expect major changes.  There will be new beginnings and you will have a lot of decisions to make.  Good news will lead to a celebration.  Get the rest that you need as you are being led to you opportunities.  An Aquarius may play a role in your life this month.

VIRGO (August 23 – Sept. 22)

 The month begins with the signing of a legal document and/or a large lease or purchase.  Expect sudden changes and new opportunities.  Invest in yourself and work on your low self-esteem.  You will get confirmation on something that you have suspected.  Stop beating yourself up and move forward.  Another Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

LIBRA (Sept 23 – Oct 22)

The month begins with a new emotional path.  Delays are in your favor.  Work on your low self esteem this month.  You will struggle to keep your energy high as you are overthinking everything this month. Relax, take some down time and work on your manifestation.  Someone you know will offer thier assistance.  An Aries, Cancer and Sagittarius may play a role in your life this month.

SCORPIO (Oct 23 – Nov.21)

  The month begins with a new emotional path and decisions.  A small wish will be granted.  If you are separated by someone or something this is only temporary.  You are actually on the right path, but it is not what you expected.  Expect a good business deal.  The time has come for you to move forward in all areas.  A Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov 22 – Dec 21)

   The month begins with a lesson well learned.  You are surrounded by a healing energy, physically and emotionally.  It is time to make some decisions and close some chapters.  Someone close to you will be ready to celebrate your victory.  The help that you need is on the way, bringing in a new opportunity.  You're on the right path.  There will be a trip at the month's end.  A Leo may resonate with you this month.

CAPRICORN (Dec 22-Jan 19)

   The month begins with a lot of scattered energy.  Continue to move forward and embrace a new emotional path.  You are surrounded by a healing energy.  There will be new beginnings, but not in the form that you were expecting.  Relax and take some down time.  Everything will soon fall into place.  A Gemini, Virgo and Sagittarius may play a role in your life this month.

AQUARIUS (Jan 20 – Feb 18)

Your month begins with with you having to dig for your patience.  Address your low self-esteem as you are heading for a fast pace.  New doors will open and there will be a celebration.  You have a high drive for success. Remain positive as a small will be granted. You will get things under control.  A Cancer, Leo and Capricorn may play a role in your life this month.

PISCES (Feb 19 – Mar 20)

Your month begins with sudden changes and good luck in abundance.  There will be some scattered energy over reconnecting with someone from your past.  Move forward and stop procrastinating as you are heading for a fast pace.  A disapppointment will turn into a blessing in disguise. A Taurus may play a role in your life this month.

Jackie's horoscopes for October 2024

 

ARIES Mar 21 to April 19

 The month begins with good luck in abundance.  Expect new doors to open for you.  What you have been manifesting since spring will come into play this month.  Dig for your patience and expect sudden changes.  The help that you need will arrive.  There will be a new emotional path this month.  Everything you want is within reach.  You will be surrounded by many this month.

TAURUS April 20 to May 20

The month begins with total victory and there will be a lot of scattered energy surrounding you. What appears to be a disappoitment will be a blessing in disguise. Get rady for a fast pace mid month.  Expect major changes.  Looks like you will be attending a live music venue. Expect new money to come in at the month's end.  A Leo, Taurus and Capricorn may play a role in your life this month.

GEMINI May 21 to June 20

The month begins with good news arriving. Expect a tripout of state.  Be warned of being used by someone.  There will be a small wish granted mid month.  There will be delays in love before you get what you want.  Remain positive and expect a new emotional path at the month's end. Continue to push forward.  A Sagittarius may play a role in your life this month.

CANCER June 21 to July 22

 The month begins with you digging for your patience.  It istime to make decisions you have been putting off.  Expect sudden endings that will lead you to new beginnings.  There is the signing of a legal document around mid month.  Stop beating yourself up over past decisions "what is done is done".  There will be a trip at the month's end.  An Aries may play a role in your life this month.

LEO July 23 to August 22

 The month begins with reuniting with someone from the past.  Remain positive as there will be a lesson well learned.  You will get what you want but it will be in a form you are not expecting.  There is a caution to slow down.  Expect sudden changes and new doors will open for you.  You will also plan a trip out of state.  A Sagittarius may play a role in your life this month.

VIRGO (August 23 – Sept. 22)

 The month begins with delys.  Do not worry as they will be in yolur favor.  Get ready for a fast pace and don't overthink everything.  Continue to move forward and take back your power.  The help that you need will arrive.  It is time for you to get everything under control.  There will be intensity in love at the month's end.  A Gemini may play a role in your life this month.

LIBRA (Sept 23 – Oct 22)

The month begins with manifestation and a new emotional path.  Get the rest you need while you can.  Expect a pleasant outing and probably a date night.  Good news will arrive when you least expect it. There will be the signing of a legal document.  Expect sudden changes and for new money to come in. New doors will open and there will be an intensity in love.  Many will surround you this month.

SCORPIO (Oct 23 – Nov.21)

  The month begins with digging for your patience.  Embrace that your fear and worries are over.  Remain positive as you will reunite with someone from your past.  You will get what you want mid month.  Be warned of your temper as you head into a fast pace.  Stop beating yourself up as you are being led to total victory.  An Aquarius and a Pisces may play a role in your life this month.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov 22 – Dec 21)

   The month begins with you being surounded by a healing energy.  Good news will arrive when you least expect it.  Delays are in your favor.  What you expected will happen this month.  There will be a new beginning mid month.  Move forward and stop procrastinating.  Expect an ending, a sudden change and a celebration.  A Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

CAPRICORN (Dec 22-Jan 19)

   The month begins with a good indication that you are on the right path.  Expect a celebration.  Good news will arrive.  You are surrounded by a healing energy.  This is a time to get everything under control.   As you do this will automatically bring in new opportunities.  Expect to dig for your patience at the month's end.  A Scorpio ma play a rol in your life this month.  

AQUARIUS (Jan 20 – Feb 18)

Your month begins with sudden changes.  Remember endings will bring in new beginnings.  There will be a lot of scattered energy around you and it's time to make decisions that you have been putting off.  Good news will be followed by good luck mid month.  This is  month about taking your power back.  A Gemini and a Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

PISCES (Feb 19 – Mar 20)

Your month begins with a separation from someone or something that will be temporary.  There will be intensity in love this month. Mid month finds your pushing forward with a high drive for success.  Relax and take some down time as there is a caution to slow down.  Remain positive.  A Scorpio, Tarurus, and Gemini may play a role in your life this month.

You're invited to join us....YES YOU! The one reading this!

 Hey Gang,

As you know earlier this year, I started a bible study group for those that requested it.  It is just a handful of us, but we are having a blast!  This is open to everyone to join.  This is our third study and last one for the year of 2024.  This is no cost to you, but you will want to purchase the workbook, as we head into this 7 week study.

We meet every Tuesday night at 7pm est via a private facebook group.  These meetings put us on a video call for group discussions, a lot of fun, and a lot of laughter.  The study is by Priscella Shirer "Discerning the Voice of God."  The workbook you can purchase directly from Amazon, Lifeway, or where ever you choose.

Email me or text me to join us, I don't think you will regret it!

Until next time...

Jackie

p.s.

For those that are following my podcast When Spirit Speaks Podcast, Season 7 begins this Wednesday!  You may find it on your favorite podcast format or on the homepage of http://JackieTomlin.com

Jackie's horoscopes for September 2024

 

ARIES Mar 21 to April 19

 The month begins with a caution to slow down.  At home, at work in your vehicle etc.  Expect a good business deal.  Everything you want is within reach this month.  Expect sudden changes.  Financial matters may have you digging for your patience.  No  worries, new money is coming in.  Another Aries may play a role in your life this month.

TAURUS April 20 to May 20

The month begins with leaving an emotional upset behind.  It's time to move forward this month.  You will get what you want.  The help that you need is on the way.  You're surrounded by a healing energy both physically and emotionally.  You could be considering a trip out of state.  Your high drive for success will bring in new opportunities.  You will be surrounded by many this month.

GEMINI May 21 to June 20

The month begins with you getting lost in some music, maybe even a live venue.  Expect intensity in love this month.  This is a month of getting things under control in general.  Scattered energy surrounding you will actually bring in some new money.  Be open to major changes this month.  A Cancer, Leo and Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

CANCER June 21 to July 22

 The month begins with a very fast pace.  Remain positive, as you are taking back your power.  Stop beating yourself up over past decisions.  Endings this month will allow for new beginnings.  If you are separated from someone or something, it will be temporary.  Expect sudden changes at the month's end.  A Sagittarius, Aquarius and Pisces may play a role in your life this month.

LEO July 23 to August 22

 The month begins with organizing and decluttering, even your thoughts.  Expect intensity in love this month.  Major changes will bring in a sigh of relief.  There will be a good business deal presented that will lead you to a new beginning.  A small wish will be granted so stop stressing.  A Taurus and a Cancer may play a role in your life this month.

VIRGO (August 23 – Sept. 22)

 The month begins with you digging for your patience. Expect sudden changes. If you are separated from someone or something, it will be temporary.  Move forward with projects and stop procrastinating.  When new doors open walk through them.  Get ready for a fast pace at the month's end. Another Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

LIBRA (Sept 23 – Oct 22)

The month begins with you getting what you want.  Expect a lesson well learned and put your foot down to someone using or taking advantage of you.  Expect confirmation to what you have suspected.  You will reunite with someone from your past.  Take some down time at the month's end.  Many will surround you this month.

SCORPIO (Oct 23 – Nov.21)

  The month begins with a lot of scattered energy.  The help that you need is on the way.  Your fear and worries will soon leave. This month is about taking your power back.  A disappointment will turn into a blessing in disguise.  Work on your self-esteem and put your focus on you. A Leo and a Virgo may play a role in your life this month.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov 22 – Dec 21)

   The month begins with taking your power back.  Dig for your patience as delays are in your favor.  Expect to reunite with someone from your past.  Secrets will be revealed when you do.  You are on the right path and a disappointment will turn to be a blessing in disguise.  Good news arrives at the month's end.  A Gemini, Virgo and Libra may play a role in your life this month.

CAPRICORN (Dec 22-Jan 19)

   The month begins with a new beginning.  Get lost in the music if you are seeking answers.  Expect total victory as you are on the right path.  A healing energy surrounds you of both physical and emotional.  New doors will open for you.  Will only get what you want if you walk through them.  An Aries and a Taurus will play a role in your life this month.

AQUARIUS (Jan 20 – Feb 18)

Your month begins with you the calm before the storm.  Expect a busy month.  Expect a good business deal and new money coming in.  There will be intensity in love that will lead you to total victory.  Stop procrastinating and get things under control.  A Taurus, Leo and Sagittarius may play a role in your life this month.

PISCES (Feb 19 – Mar 20)

Your month begins with you relaxing and manifesting.  You will get what you want this month. There will be a small wish granted and you will begin to get things under control.  There will be a lot of organizing and decluttering.  Move forward and stop procrastinating.  New doors will open for you, make sure you walk through them.  Many will surround you this month.

A long time coming....

 Yes, this blog has been a long time coming.  I think I have written this in my head numerous times since the first of the year.

So, I am here to answer two of your questions that I get weekly from you.  What happened to me?  And am I okay?  I will do what I can to answer  both without writing a book.

A LOT happened to me, and yes I am okay.  As you know I had some major health issues, and some that will never go away.  It started with a physical, believe it or not.  I was expecting that I may have high blood pressure and possibly cholesterol, but it appears it was much more then that.  My mammogram came back showing a lump, and for those that have been with me for years, know that this was not my first lumpectomy.

I also have a problem with lidocaine, a general anesthesia, that sent me into a full cardiac arrest in an outpatient procedure in 1990.   The hospital, (not my surgeon) required cardiac clearance for my lumpectomy.  This included and EKG, and Echocardiogram and a nuclear test.  (The first two I have had numerous times, but never a nuclear test to which I have always passed.)  Surgery was scheduled and as I was being taken to the OR, it came in I did not have cardia clearance.  I passed the EKG and Echo,  as I always had, but there was a major problem with my nuclear test.  I was then rerouted to a heart cath.  Long story short, the heart cath failed.  This left me with a lump in my breast and a major heart problem that all needed to be addressed right away.  This was the beginning of my story.

I ended up firing my cardiologist and so very grateful and blessed for the one I have today.  He took me on at the last minute.  We moved to another hospital and he preformed what most didn't think was possible.....a 4 hour heart cath and 5 stents.  The goal of course to fix everything without cracking my chest open.  This was successful, now onto breast surgery.  This too went fine and came back benign.  

Onto the next pressing problem, my legs.  The valves are shot in both (Years of high heels and pavement) and again, cannot be fixed because of my anesthesia problem.   However, there was a bigger problem, the blockage in my right leg that ran from my mid thigh all the way to my ankle, as in no blood flow.  How was this possible?  A bare trickle it appeared.  On the cat scan you see no blood flow at all.  How am I walking? How is it I don't have a cane?  Those questions remain today.  Again, long story short, this has led to 3 doctors and 4 failed heart caths as they have never seen anything like it and are unable to get through it.  Yes, I did loose the pulse in my foot completely at one point and there was an amputation discussion.

Meanwhile, they also found blockages in both sides of my neck.  Now unlike the other, this comes from smoking.  They were not as pressing as the other problems, or so we thought.  This is right up until I had a TIA or mini stroke, of all places in my cardiologist office during a routine test.  The artery in your neck branches off into one controlling your face and the other controlling your brain.  The blockage was in the one controlling my face.  The one controlling my brain....completely collapsed.  Off to emergency surgery of an endarterectomy on my neck.  And of course a cat scan.....which shows I have a brain aneurism....and while in ICU, Covid hits.  (I was released the next morning because of people dieing from the flu).

I was sent home to heal, thinking we have basically fixed about everything, and waiting to hear more about my brain aneurism.  Then laying on the sofa watching TV, a mini stroke hit.  It was if someone had drawn a line down my body and my whole right side for a moment in time went numb.  This they now knew was the brain aneurism.  The next problem....we are on lockdown for Covid.  So stay home do NOTHING and do not STRESS about anything while they find someone to take my case.  The one they found was in NC, my insurance would not cover it.  This turned into a 5 month wait, until they called and said they had the best neurosurgeon around to take my case and I was being scheduled for the following week.  Whooohoooo yay!  This is good news!  Wait a minute....what?  A brain surgeon?

Three trips into my brain to be exact, (two while I was awake) the first to look to see how to do this as it was deemed inoperable.  The second, the actual brain surgery, and the third to go in to see if the fix worked and would it hold.  I cannot express to you what this was like emotionally, but I'm sure you can guess.  So in the surgery, I was on the machine, taken off, and I went down.  I apparently clenched my teeth together and the knocked my teeth out with an intubation tube, breaking a bone in my mouth while doing so. Using lidocaine, (the one I am allergic to, because it was the lesser of two evils of the paddles or lidocaine to restart my heart.)  This gave me a heart attack the moment I hit ICU.  And....no one allowed in because of Covid.  I literally had someone drop me off at 4am for brain surgery, went through all of this, and was released the following day.

Prosthetic bone in my mouth and teeth fixed.  The worst has to be over....so I thought.  A year had passed time for my mammogram.  This time, another lump in the other breast....but this one came back as cancer.  The numbers were not exactly in my favor as far as it returning within 5 years.  I also lost my mother to breast cancer.  I went for a double mastectomy with implants.  This did not go well either.  There was also a tummy tuck to which I would not recommend to my worst enemy.  This was done because and I quote, "Because I had been through so much, and it would help my self-esteem."  This too, almost cost me my life.

My body rejected the silicone implants, one by one.  The incision for my tummy tuck (that was hip to hip up to my ribs) got infected right away.  Funny thing, all the meds, made me a type 2 diabetic, that no one seemed to notice, until I got an infection that wouldn't heal.  (Yes, this should have been addressed before ANY surgery.)  So, staff infection had to be cut out.  This left a one inch open incision, bandaged and stuck me in a body binder.  Home health care 3 days a week for an open wound that won't heal, and me pretty much immobile, for 8 MONTHS! Then staff infection in my stomach met the bacteria infection in my breasts and well...I  went sepsis.  Rescue squad and taken to MCV where I spent a week. Prior to this all of my hospital stays were overnight.

So in a nutshell I did 18 procedures in the span of 26 months, with an open wound that took 8 months to close.  I'm not going to lie, my life was hell.  I was on my own with minimal help.  My daughter could not deal with my medical problems and bailed.  I drove myself to doctors appointments, picked up my prescriptions with drains and all,  and cried daily in pain as I could not handle the pain pills.  I worked every day.  Know one expected me to recover, not even my medical team.  But I did.  Or at least to the best of my ability.  My heart problems, prescriptions and tests are now a way of life for me.

I am not or ever have been on disability.  However, I cannot pull the hours that I used to, particularly because my legs won't allow it.  I play that pain off well.  I still walk with no assistance and to look at me you would not know anything was ever wrong with me. (That is the new rumor, it couldn't have been that bad because I look fine.)  Well, you know for a fact that you are indeed BACK when the haters resurface.

During the healing time I kept up with my YouTube channel and all of my readings.  I had problems with my website that I just could not physically address.  So I was thrilled to rebuild my websites bigger and better this year.  I placed myself on a "Video" schedule to keep my audience and to rebuild my business.  Many of you have hung in there and stuck with me, and I love you for that and appreciate every single one of you.  But at the same turn, many gave up on me.  Not just my clients but friends and people I know treated me like I was contagious.  All of this changes a person, and I will say to the better.

I know longer stress over the small stuff.  I know now, they believe I have had 8 heart attacks since my twenties, and had been in every single hospital in my area over the years.  They all said it was stress....and it was all because I passed an EKG.  I have had heart problems all my life, no one looked even though all the symptoms were there.

All of this has changed me for the better.  And believe me when I say, I know who was there for me and who was not.  In an odd way, this was all an answer to a prayer.  That is a story for another day.  Right now the only thing I am guilty of is over doing things because I do feel like my old self.  I will eventually find the right pace.  Life goes on.  I believe I have been rebuilt for a reason, although I am not sure what that is.  But you know me, I indeed have projects I am working on!  And thanks for your support on my podcast!  I enjoy that too!

In case you're wondering I did NOT become a health nut.  I eat right, and still have some weight left to loose.  I have been smoke free for 4 years and right now I need to put more focus on my walking.  Thank you all for your support.  I'm sorry I kept you in the dark for so long.  I know you all got bits and pieces, but this pretty much covers it.  

Readings as usual.....main website is now JackieTomlin.com   As always, I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU!

Until next time....

Jackie